Dying was easy. It was the parts that lead up to that were difficult. It was the getting yourself to the grave that was a challenge. It was scary and overwhelming. Actually dying and feeling your body just shut down was so very simple. He had felt his vessel shut down a number of times. It was easy. Then again it never changed the way it felt. Painful and sad. This time it was even worse because he was in love.
The past week was blank. Wherever he had been did not long for it's existence to be known. They wanted a secret. It was a week before he woke up in a back alley with just a shirt and some pants. He was sadly lacking shoes and anything else. It was chilly and it looked downright gloomy.
Cas got to his feet just trying to figure out what had happened. The last thing he remember was walking into that tear and feeling it rip him apart. Then it was like darkness. An overwhelming darkness that was hanging overhead.
The streets were cold and he was more than a little turned around. He had to make his way to Rose's house.
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Date: 2011-12-30 02:57 pm (UTC)The past week was blank. Wherever he had been did not long for it's existence to be known. They wanted a secret. It was a week before he woke up in a back alley with just a shirt and some pants. He was sadly lacking shoes and anything else. It was chilly and it looked downright gloomy.
Cas got to his feet just trying to figure out what had happened. The last thing he remember was walking into that tear and feeling it rip him apart. Then it was like darkness. An overwhelming darkness that was hanging overhead.
The streets were cold and he was more than a little turned around. He had to make his way to Rose's house.